Dear Diary/ Jounal thingy,

I have given up. My stone heart has cracked and broken. The one person I love with my every fiber does not feel the same for me. I no longer wish to feel these emotions I feel because the sorrow and sadness are overwelming my body and that is causing a great sickness in my body. I have a sick numb feeling as if I have done something terrabile wrong and it hurts more than I would ever know. My other self Yukiko also gave me more heartbreaking news that I care not to disclose. I do wish him happiness in his lifetime and such other things. My friend told me 2 things: 1. The hardest thing in the universe is to hear the boy you love talk about the girl you wish you were. That Is how I feel right now. 2. Sometimes when you love someone you need to let them go and letting go is the hardest part of love but in the end it will be worth it to see them happy. That is also true. As much as I wish I didin't love him I do and that will take months to get over and it will not be any easy road for my heart...